♥ Thursday, October 07, 2010
I don't care if you are saying that I'm complaining.I seriously havent been getting good slp during this holiday.
I don't like it.
I'm feeling even guilty myself to be worsening my health day by day.
I really wonder if I'm healthy now or my livers are functioning not as good.
I'm afraid.
I feel like doing a entire body health check-up but I don't have the courage to and don't know how to.
My dad nagged in the middle of his sleep when he woke up halfway in the midnight till he thinks it's of no use anymore.
It is my fault to digress off while doing the work.
I blame myself.
Others can do it, so should I be able to.
I'm indeed someone who did everything slower than others.
I feel like letting go...
