7 Days away from my sweet bed.
7 Days together with my sweet Roadrunners.
4 days together with my sweet Kids.
7 days more and I can talk as and when to GPs and go to club once again. =)
7 days more and it'll all end. =(
Sadness more than gladness.
7 days more but Roadrunners will still run together for the entire life. =)
7 days to have full fun with Roadrunners.
7 days to be made memorable together. =)

Roadrunners, all the way!
They are Roadrunners who have become part of my life.
Without one, my life will not be completed. =D

I have just ransacked my wardrobe for inner sets of clothes.
I've realised that I have enough sets for the UPCOMING FOC 10/11.
It's only 2 days later.
Left with tmr and it'll be FOC 10/11.
FOC 10/11 Prep, 30 March - 1 April.
FOC 10/11, 2 April - 5 April.

I'm rather worried.
For prep, to walk nightwalk alone myself.
Especially when FOC's nightwalk is TONS & TONS SCARIER than LTC.
ARRHHHH.
Can I not walk the nightwalk?
PLS~~~~

For FOC, worried that I would not do a good job as a mummy.
Afterall, we said to freshies that it will be fun when we were pulling and asking them to join.
But,
Who knows what will happen when you don't even give it a try?
Excited.
Yet looking forward but yet not.
LOL.

Went to Sentosa to settle the location of each game for FOW.
Went to Sentosa only for ard 5 times recently.
I'm sick and tired of it.
So, I can understand why BCS and HC don't wanna go into Sentosa.
But, they went lots of times, compared to me.
They know Sentosa well.
Not me.
But still, needa thanks them to bear with it.
Afterall, it's for FOW.
Actually,
I think it's that I'm sick and tired of doing FOW stuff but not going Sentosa.
I feel guilty saying this.
But it's really...
It's really beyond my capability.
I'm inexperienced in planning events.
I have not even plan a CS event.
Furthermore to say about an event that's more like Welfare event.
I'm really tired and totally drained.
Anyone willing to take over for me?

My mum is unhappy of me staying up late everytime.
My sis is unhappy of me going out everytime for CCA.

Can I leave everything behind and care not abt it?
I'm rather tired and drained out.
I need a good rest and good energy recharge.


FOC's coming.
Yet, I can rest little only.
The world really isnt fair or equal.
I wish I was those who can care little about everything and,
Live in my own sweet world.

I know that I'll miss all the days I had and am going to have.

I'm gonna cherish and have fun during these days.

I don't wanna have anymore regrets. ;D

I've also realised yesterday night.
That.
My mum is sick.
She called me yesterday night.
I found from her voice that she's sick.
Cough and sore throat I guess.

I miss the past times...of everything...
Don't you?

I've not been home for more than 10 awake hours for the past weeks.
The time I spent with my family cannot be any lesser.
Everytime when I reached home,
It's night time.
Dad is sleeping, so is Mum.
Siss either using comp to do work/play or not home yet.
Then.
When I was using the soap bar just now,
I saw small cut hair on it.
Then.
I knew that my dad has cut his hair today.
Can't be saturday coz he needa work.
Sunday is the only day that he most probably doesn't need to work.
So yea.
If I didnt observe this, I guess only till tmr evening then will I know that he cut his hair.
My eldest sis went to JB today.
I guess is to collect the photos that she photoshot during late Feb.
My 3rd sis msg-ed to ask me whether I want an egg tart my eldest sis bought from JB today.
Then.
I knew my eldest sis went JB.
I was initially thinking abt whether to want them to leave one for me or not.
I have the crave.
But was thinking that I will be home late today.
Nonetheless, I still asked them to keep one for me.
I can eat tmr morning when I wake up.
Tmr when I wake up,
I doubt there'll be anyone at home.
I dont like the feeling of waking up and found myself to be alone.
I feels empty and lonely and scared when so.
Today, I reached home at ard 12.15am.
My family is asleep.
This is something I've never in my memories that I had before.
Everytime, even if I reached home late,
I saw either my 3rd sis still using comp to do her work,
Or my eldest sis playing FB or not home yet,
Or my 2nd sis doing her work or not home yet.
To be the last isn't something I like, I guess.
Coz it isn't a good feeling.
In all ways.

I, myself, am not even sure of how I feel now.

Thinking of Changing the blogskin.
But is lazy and busy to do so.

Thinking of Changing the blog link.
But has yet to come up with a good one.

Thinking of Changing my wardrobe.
But has no money and time to do so.

Thinking of Changing myself.
But thinking 'Why should I?'

Really has been thinking a lot recently.
Things around are happening unexpectedly.

IF I were to choose again,
Will I change the path I'll walk?