It hurts when I have to tell others in face that it's over for us.
It hurts that I need to wave goodbye to you standing at the opposite platform, separated by MRT in between.
It hurts when I have to see MRT driving you in the other direction away from me.
It still hurts for me.

I misses my phone vibrating and showing the message logo.
I misses seeing your house and handphone number.

I still have the urge to sms you anytime, anywhere.
I still have the urge to call you to listen to your voice.

Now that I don't have to worry that my outgoing call will burst.
Now that my phone won't be as active as before.

Now that we are over... =S

Love these quotes.
Got to know this web, 365thoughts.tumblr.com, from Glenda's web.
From this web, there are really lots of quotes which i think are meaningful.
Below are those I like from only the 1st 2 pgs from 16 Feb. =D

It’s the ones you thought would be there forever and will never say goodbye, that can easily disappear in a blink of an eye.

The day you start smiling all over again from your heart, will be the day you've let go of him.

If you have to try and convince yourself you don't care about someone, you care about them more than you think.

I push people away so I would know who's willing to pull me back in.

It's amazing how one fake smile can instantly mean you're absolutely happy in someone else's eyes.

Sometimes, your closest friends end up hurting you more than your worst enemies would ever come close to.

Even when you think you are finally over that boy, and think you like someone else, you start reading quotes and it’s still that same boy that pops into your head, not the new one.

They say I'm such a strong person. But when no one's looking, I break down just like everyone else. I only pretend to be strong for you...

She fell, and oh boy, did she get more than scraped knees!

Sometimes you need to cry it all out, break down, and just tear apart. Learn how to pick yourself up and put yourself back together. The only way to be happy is to give into sadness first. Because without sadness, there's no happiness; you would never learn how to smile.

The truth hurts, so get over it.

I thought I'm gradually getting over it.
But seems to be not really the case yet.
Maybe it's coz due to the qn marks that are still in my head.
Probably,
After I've cleared the qn marks, I'll be slightly better.
But I have a feeling that I'm like a friend whom you wont reply instantly.
It is all that I've asked make our dist. as friends further?

I think I'm lying to myself.
Maybe you are right.
I dont dare to face this reality.
It's hard for me to.

I misses the times...
We were in the train on our way back from CSCC chalet.
We chatted on msn for consecutive 10 days.
We were playing at Sentosa happily.
I smacked your chest for a dare.
We prawn.
We sms each other.
We hold hands.
We spend together.
We meet up whenever we can.
My phone vibrate coz you text me.
You send me home.
When I 'sniff' your shirt coz of the nice smell.
We hug.
You nagging me for being dirty coz I bath only once a day.
You say my hair was quite smelly.
We always can't decide on where to eat.
We called each other pig.
I called you '猪八戒', You called me '猪八姐'.
I called you 'Wang Ba Dan', You called me 'Chou Ji Dan'.
We watch movies.
We buy badges with pig pic each.

Basically,
Everything we did together and you did for me.

I regret the times...
I keep quiet.
I ignored you coz of my immaturity.
I keep making you angry.
You didnt quarrel with me.
You keep mum, keep to yourself and don't tell me where I was wrong.
I didn't realise I was being unreasonable.
I bring up the wrong topic...

There's totally no turning back.
But yet, I'm still hoping for the miracle.
I think you are right.
I dont dare to face this reality.

But it's just like,
Your parents were still doing very fine in the afternoon when you last talked to them.
And, in the night, a call inform you that they are dead.

I'm just like facing this situation.
It's all too sudden.
And yet, I can't hide myself and cry a whole day.
I still have to put up a strong front in front of my family.
I still have to keep this matter behind my mind.
I still have to focus and study when I can't focus.
It's very difficult for me to deal with this situation now.

Who can help me?

Now, there's no one whom I know will be there and whom I can turn on to whenever I have troubles.
Am I actually able to face you like a friend when in club?
Where we used to meet up everytime after school,
Where we used to be a couple in front of others.
And in sch?
Where we used to meet into one another and were happy.

I miss you,
But I know you dont,
Not even a single bit.

My heart breaks and is still breaking.

I guess I really need a listening ear by side for this few days.
So I guess you and you shall be the ones coz you and you know best and more abt this.
I dont really dare to bother you and you.
Coz you and you need to be busy over exams that are coming real soon.
Nevertheless, I still hope you and you will be there.

Quoted:
Love is like Energy,

It cant be created or destroyed.

It can only be transformed into another form.

Relationship love to friend love.

I'll slowly bits by bits,
Transform it from Relationship Love to Friend Love.
Furthermore, it will be Best Friend Love.

Aixin and ppl,

Have faith in Aixin that she can do it.

Just that she needs time.

Give her time.

And it'll all turn out right.

Things you've once promised and said,
Has now been broken by you,
Not me.
Why is it outside factors that made us end up this way?
So love isnt all about only 2 person, or is it?

You gave me false hopes.

Thinking the same way about a matter when we are in totally 2 different shoes, is it possible?
Emotions are something we should control when communicating.

Why?
I'm still pondering.

I've finally know how it feels when promises made are broken.
I supposed I'm expecting way too much from I should.
Expecting is just making me miserable.
Not expecting anything seems to be better.
The Chinese phrase, "期望越高，失望越大", isn't invented for no reason.

Losing Trust and Faiths...

[maybe it's just a wrong in the beginning]