♥ Monday, July 12, 2010
I've always been hoping for receiving more warmth and love from my family.
I've always hope that my sisters and I have a smaller age gap.
I've been thinking how good it would be if I were to have a twin sister.
I've been thinking, 'If I were to have the above realized, I would be a better person.'
I've been keeping a lot of things to myself.
I've been trying to find someone I can really confide everything to.
I've found one for this and I hope we will not drift apart.
I've been over-sensitive every time.
I've been moody ever since I don't know when.
I've been disliking being wronged when I'm right.
I've been disliking to explain or clarify when I'm wronged.
I've been disliking to act as though I don't care about other's opinion of me when I actually care to an extent.
I've been disliking to show my concern even when I'm caring in my heart.
I've been disliking to live and having difficult times being a human.
I've been hoping to die peacefully at a age of 20/30+.
I don't like to express my thoughts truthfully.
Read my mind before judging on my character.
I admit I may not be as good but neither am I as bad.
I don't like to show my concern for others that often for the sake of showing.
I just don't like to suppress myself or act.
