♥ Friday, April 23, 2010
First of all, Roadrunners' outing was changed.
So yar, didnt go for picnic. =)
Today [22 Apr] was rather a scary day for me.
At Somerset, while waiting to cross the traffic light,
Raindrops from the rain previously dropped onto me from the tree leaves.
2 drops somemore.
Hazel, Glenda and Junyan didnt tio.
Hazel was saying, 'You very suay sia. Only you tio and not us. Haha.'
Luckily this time is not birdshit.
Hahas.
Then Hazel said everytime i tio will be unlucky but not lucky.
Haiz.
Then when walking home, I saw a mouse running from the rubbish chute there to the drain.
So DISGUSTING!!
Not the first time i saw a mouse at the spot there le. =(
Later, I reached my block downstairs.
Someone suddenly made a 'squeaking' sound.
I thought it may be my sis.
I turned.
Then I recognised it's the malay guy.
1st time is he approached me when i'm with JC.
He said, 'Do you have $1.80? I dont have money to take bus home.'
As if I will believe!!
But still JC gave coz it's the 1st time.
So just gave to prevent trouble.
2nd time was when Alan sent me home.
At the exact same location, he approached us.
He said, 'Do you have $2 to give me? My brother at home hasnt eat yet and we have no money.'
Like what the kao will ppl believe when you dont look poor at all!!!
Alan gave coz it was his 1st time.
But not mine.
I was trying to hint him via eye contact.
But Alan thought it's the 1st time so nvm.
But if got next time, he wont give.
3rd time is at ard 9.30+pm at my house block downstairs.
My house is rather quiet at night coz it's sort of the end side.
He made the squeaking sound.
I turned and saw it was him.
I turned to face front.
Then I turned backed again.
Turned to front again.
And back again.
He hand signalled to me, 'Yup, you. Come here.'
Coz I was like acting one, 'Who are you calling? Me?' when I kept turning.
Then after he signalled, I panicked.
Then I walked faster towards the lift, almost like a run I think.
I scared he also walks faster when I walked faster also.
At this point of time when I reached the lift, I saw both lift doors closed.
I scared.
But luckily, one were on the 1st floor.
So I quickly pressed the lift button.
I went in and quickly pressed the 6th floor and close button.
Later I thought, 'What if he follows me up?'
Then I pressed the 11th floor too.
In the lift, I quickly digged for my house key.
Then I called home.
I intended to ask my family to open the door for me first.
But I got so panicked that when my dad answered, I simply stammered.
I dont know what to say.
Then lift door opened.
I ran out and faster walked up the stairs.
2 steps by 2 steps I took.
Then I totally dont know what to say to my dad.
I wanted to tell him.
But I was just so scared that I cant speak.
Then after half staircases I completed, I said, 'Pa, I'm reaching home le.'
I repeated twice and I reached my house floor.
I quickly walked to my house.
When at the corridor, I said, 'I'm reaching the house door le. Wait. Wait. Wait. Don't hang up.' [in chinese, of course]
When I was slotting the key in, I was shivering like hell.
Then my mum asked me, 'Why I'm shivering?'
'What happened?'
I cant even answer at that time coz I'm still not inside my house.
I went in.
When I was locking the door, I still shivered.
I was really really scared.
I dreamt of being chased at my house block.
Somemore, the dream is that I ran up the stairs.
I got so exhausted that I can't run as fast as I want.
The person chasing is like getting nearer everytime.
Some more, always when I'm walking home,
I was most afraid at my house block.
Coz it's really rather quiet at night.
Then everytime I was scared that suddenly when I'm opening the door, someone just popped up from the turning point of the corridor and run towards me and barge into my house.
This is not just in the night, but also daytime I'm afraid!!
Really damn damn damn damn [infinity sign] scary to me!
I was so afraid coz:
1. I don't know what will happen if I reject.
2. Coz I'm smaller in size than him. If I reject and he keeps pestering, how?
3. If I give in in the end, he might target me next time. Some more, I'll most likely be late home quite often ALONE.
4. No one, really NO ONE, was around, not even stranger!
