♥ Monday, March 22, 2010
I've not been home for more than 10 awake hours for the past weeks.The time I spent with my family cannot be any lesser.Everytime when I reached home,It's night time.Dad is sleeping, so is Mum.Siss either using comp to do work/play or not home yet.Then.When I was using the soap bar just now,I saw small cut hair on it.Then.I knew that my dad has cut his hair today.Can't be saturday coz he needa work.Sunday is the only day that he most probably doesn't need to work.So yea.If I didnt observe this, I guess only till tmr evening then will I know that he cut his hair.My eldest sis went to JB today.I guess is to collect the photos that she photoshot during late Feb.My 3rd sis msg-ed to ask me whether I want an egg tart my eldest sis bought from JB today.Then.I knew my eldest sis went JB.I was initially thinking abt whether to want them to leave one for me or not.I have the crave.But was thinking that I will be home late today.Nonetheless, I still asked them to keep one for me.I can eat tmr morning when I wake up.Tmr when I wake up,I doubt there'll be anyone at home.I dont like the feeling of waking up and found myself to be alone.I feels empty and lonely and scared when so.Today, I reached home at ard 12.15am.My family is asleep.This is something I've never in my memories that I had before.Everytime, even if I reached home late,I saw either my 3rd sis still using comp to do her work,Or my eldest sis playing FB or not home yet,Or my 2nd sis doing her work or not home yet.To be the last isn't something I like, I guess.Coz it isn't a good feeling.In all ways.