♥ Sunday, October 25, 2009
Let me recall.
Thurs wasnt a gd day to me.
MOB tutorial was the last lesson of the day.
I was supposed to be happy.
However, it turned out to be opp.
We were to grp ourselves into grps of 5 but one grp will have 6.
Shiying, Jing Hui and I were usually the 3 that are tgt everytime.
Then when we were to grp ourselves,
I knew it that we will have difficulty to form a grp of 5.
There are 2 ppl in my class whereby others dont really wish to work tgt with for projs.
You should know why lar arh.
Then others formed grps alrdy,
And there left the 3 of us without a proper grp yet.
And so are the 2 person.
So they joined our grp.
The 3 of us were unhappy and upset.
I think that the others were kinda self-centred.
Ok.
I was rather xin wei when...
One of the guys from another grp proposed to teacher to randomly pick and form us into grps himself.
However, suddenly a girl from another grp kinda shouted after the teacher asked the class whether we've formed our grps or want him to randomly pick and form us into grps,
"No need. We've formed our grps le."
I totally was like..
What the?!
I really in my heart actually scolded the F word.
Can you see how furious I actually was?
I was so unhappy till I cant be bothered.
Then when a guy from the 3rd grp came and asked me whether I'm happy with the grp,
I answered without any hestitation,
"Do you think I can be happy?"
Later when the lesson's abt to end,
He came forward and suggested to swap ppl coz he thinks it's unfair to us.
Shiying and I rejected it.
When we were on our way after lesson,
Shiying and I spilled out our feelings.
We felt almost the same.
I was unhappy not becoz of the 2 person.
But coz of the rest of the class.
I think that they were self-centred.
So insensitive.
Totally spoilt my mood.
I really dont wish to bother abt the matter.
I went to clubroom to find Jun and calm myself down until ard 5+pm.
Since lesson ended at ard 4pm.
After the grping,
My face was kinda totally glummed? throughout the rest of the lesson.
I wished for lesson to end faster and wished to see Jun asap.
So did I wished not to see my class during that point of time and go to clubroom.
Tho I'm not among those CSCC peeps who chat a lot in clubroom,
At least I feel better there somehow.
I'm sorry to say that tho.
If anyone in my class happens to see this post,
Pardon me.
Give me time to get use to this and get numb abt it.
So that I wont comment anymore.
Maybe coz now I wanna and expect my class to be better,
So I had such comment and feelings.
Prove me wrong pls.
Or else, I will really just feel numb throughout my poly life.
We still have 2 years plus to go.
Pls.
I dont wish to list my poly life as one of the not-worth-remembering time.
A sincere pls. =/When I reached home that day,
Received a msg.
I really thank you for the msg and effort put to make us feel at least better.
Deeply appreciated. =)
